I will be short here with my ideas
Actually there are moments in life when you regret something deeply. We are contrary to ourselves, that is the problem, not knowing what we want indeed...In fact mistakes spoils your mood, they poisons your soul, makes your mind restless and tired.
Yesterday I came across several very curious statements. So here are some extracts:
1 We love to be alone, nevertheless strongly clench our mobile phone at the same time.
2 We sometimes laugh at death but nevertheless buy piles of medicine at drugs stores at the same time
3 We say life is great thing when going to the supermarket to buy whiskey at the same time
4 we say we are indifferent towards general opinion nevertheless constantly inquiring about our look
5 We are sure we feel placid yet stretching a hand towards next cigarette.

Pls, think about it. Isn't it a time to change something in your life? Do not regret about something done, step over it, swallow it and be wise not to repeat it