I dream to enjoy simple things in life. I dream to be close to the person whom I love. I just wanna love with all my heart and be loved too. Yesterday I went shopping and you know I came home in the very low mood, even depressed. Many people were buying presents, St. Valentine's cards, they were happy, they love each other. And I felt that I really missing this romance...I want to buy sweet little things for my significant other, to see joy in his eyes...

Unfortunately we are apart now and I think that this St. Valentine's Day I will be alone. Do you believe in miracles? I don't believe, I read lots of romantic stories here, on other sites but I don't believe that such story can happen to me. I don't hope that he will come to me on St. Valentine's Day and say "I love you, baby"...He will not even call...It's so sad...I just want close doors of my room and sit there until Valentine's Day passes...It's so difficult to live like this...