It seems to me I go round the same circus. Different…a little bit, but… Probably I try to change the world unconsciously, men particularly. Foolish thing…I know. It looks like I'm looking for something completely different and I can't really find it. That's all probably in vain and I probably will be punished for me being in search for such a long time. I need a friend, the friend I used to have some time ago, a friend who used to be so tactful and understanding. I used to hear that relations between a man and a woman built on friendship are strong enough…tales…love eats friendship!
I'd like men to stop thinking if they've gained a woman's love it's time to stop and then everything will go its way…
I dream of stepping out of this circus!