We have been really close to each other, shared feelings, thoughts and events. I considered him to be my boyfriend. I gave him all my time, if he had a dream I tried to do my best to make it come true. I loved him. But one day he said: sorry, we are just friends. Though all the previous relationship was far from usual friendship. Why then was to mislead me? But, though it was hard and painful, I became his friend without any chance to be closer to him.
And now, when a lot of time have passed already, the only dream connected to him is that of revenge. I cannot forgive him, just as I cannot forget the pain he caused.
I know it is wrong, but I cannot do anything with my feelings