One year ago I studied in other country. There I became acquainted with a guy. Then I had to come back home. Well, when I returned home, we realized that we had romantic feeling to each other and we had to meet each other. He is a very interesting and extraordinary person. He got drama degree, he writes beautiful poems.. he is very spiritual man, he is very penetrating person and etc. I can enumerate many things that I like in him… We decided that we had to meet each other.

Then it happened that we quarreled with each other and decided to break up. After a while we were sorry that we broke up and decided to be together again. Well, then it turned out that we quarreled with him and broke up again. That day we decided never write, call or see each other.

I always blamed him for it. But now I feel my guilty too.

Every time when I recall him, tears turn on my eyes. He is a very special person for me and I wish we were together…

But unfortunately, nothing will get back…. it is