Tears of pain, large deposits of tears roll down my cheeks, touch my lips, they do taste like blood. I'm crying my eyes out, perhaps crying to death.
This is how I felt as I was going to sleep yesterday, so I wrote it down before I forgot.
Confused, what is this feeling I have? I seem to love you but other times I seem to loathe you I can't be without you or maybe with you, I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?
I long for your voice and I would die to hear your laugh but is it love or merely lust?
I loved you more than I have ever known, those starry eyes, those tender lips.
You made my heart melt then boil into a roaring fire.
I now know what my eyes couldn't see when my heart was beating fast each time I saw you. You are the only one who is for me.
Many nights my tears flew because I knew that I couldn't see you and now I cry more knowing that you are right next to me but I can't see you.
I missed you before and now that you are here I miss you