Someone asked what happenend to BROOKY....Well Brooky and I had to make a clean break, I left him..He was doing alot of things I didn't agree with..I believe walking away from him was the hardest thing I have ever had to go through besides loosing my son, when he died. The pain I felt was at times unbearable..But the relationship might be over But i have the memories. Until the right one comes along, my love is all going to be directed to my children..the smile on there faces "the i love you mommy" brings so much joy to my heart..helping them up when they fall, put a bandade on the hurt little elbow...so many times go by so fast so make every moment the best one yet..i want someone in my life but i'm not the type to go out looking, i will wait when the right time comes along.(my feelings about being with someone)2people smiling and sharing, holding hands and caring about each other. Two souls held within one another's hearts. opening up to one another.sharing thoughts and feelings in