Where to begin again, the overwhelming pain never leaves.

I thought love overcomes all, time, space, distance and fears. The emptiness surrounds me and holds me tight. I can't let go of the wonderful love that we shared. Fear and hesitation was our only obstacle and you let us go because of the fear. The pain is creeping back slowly or maybe it hasn't gone.

My heart, My love, My soul-mate. I can only pray now that our paths cross again without the doubts and malignance to each other.
What can I do now? Hopeless tormenting myself can not endure perpetually. I was coward but isn't a love is all-embracing, all-forgiving and all-overcoming? If not, there was not true love, there isn't any on earth but a blind satisfaction of low wants.