There are moments in life when you climb and climb to the top. You think that you can stand every test, that you are strong...But it's not true, I'm just falling down, I don't know for how long I can stand this situation. I have a feeling that I climb the vertical rock...it seems that cherished peak is so close, that you can touch it but it's like shadowy phantom escapes from you. And you are again on this vertical rock and there's nothing else around, just emptiness...you clutch as hard as you can but little bit more and you will fall down and then…then will be nothing...I'm so scared…