I'll be regret, will suffer too.. one more trial….. .


I regret deeply… I'm suffering now.
It is horrible.., to touch lightly her delicate…, her soft, like rose-petal cheeks.., knowing - this is the last time… I can't forget her lovely,.. sweet features by the light of full moon …, and her eyes. Yes,… her eyes full of depression, pain, and confusion, because of … me.

No much words was yesterday. Cold glance and calmness. Choosing every word carefully, I told her what I had to. Tears. A lot of her tears.., which melted my heart; but only inside.
I was about to sob violently, to clasp her to my bosom and to say "Sorry baby, I'm blockhead.., I want to be with you…, please forgive me..", but… I was stronger this time.
Agreements made.., are now realized…

God, why did you give me this trial? Only you know what I've gone through, and what awaits me as from now. Why do you force me to make a choice that I've already made??? Didn't I prove You that I am strong