Finally free day! Morning is rainy and cloudy. Diamond raindrops pave a way on a window pane, taking, due to the law of gravitation, short cuts on a window sill. I hear behind door quick steps of Eric heading for morning wash. As I feel he has wake up too early and too early he "belts" to school.
He is 16 years old and he feels very grownup. I respect his freedom of choice, don't object to this incomprehensible for me morning madness (when I was in his age I came to this "sanctuary of human knowledge" equally with a bell and sometimes closely after it).
After a longer while my tall 180cm boy leans on my head. "Hi mum! - I hear close to my ear - I will be at 2 p.m." Bang of the door and again a silence.
I dive in myself. I saturate each my molecule with Energy of life-giving Source. I feel like countless energetic channels are changing into rivers of flowing, hot lava.
Deep calm is filling me up giving me a feeling of blissfulness. I love this